Approaching fast

It's what you would call a cold day in Florida.. Which really isn't that cold at all. What makes someone who they are today? Treating people kindly or to be decieving, how does someone grow to be either or both. The person i am today doesnt like to depend or rely on someone. But i always need someone. My head is a mess. The only thing constant is my family and my cat. Bon iver makes me wonder and scatterbrained too much. I haven't even started Christmas shopping and I'm already getting anxiety. Making money < spending money. I have a shopping problem. I have bags under my eyes from working so much, though I love my job at the animal hospital. They are my family too. The 3 doctors, office manager, and my coworkers. Fights, bickering, laughing my ass off and being so comfortable to say or do anything around them. That is why I love my job.





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I'm a free bird. The only way to live is free.


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Wonderland

The best thing about winter is the fresh market having whole boxes of Italian rainbow cookies. These will be gone by the end of the week. But yet again the climate is hot in Jacksonville, FL. Not fair..... I'm jealous of anyone up north right now.





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Ramble on

I'm not really sure what has been going on lately or what to say. Still learning biology. I've become fascinated with infectious disease. But I can't seem to give up the idea of something with animals. I just wish there were more opportunities right now. Going to Atlanta for school eventually seems like the best idea but I get this sick feeling when I think about leaving my family. Nothing else. It would be great to move somewhere alone. I'm hoping to see a good old friend this weekend who shares some of my weird traits. It always brings me back to smoking listening to the snake the cross the crown and getting lost in neighborhoods. I also hope this weekend doesn't go by too fast. I've found myself becoming obsessed with old things & new things: nirvana, bones, pictures, letters, smoking popes, songs for feeling shitty, nightmare before christmas, the perks of being a wallflower, and surprise surprise CATS and so on. Whoever I am, I'm almost positive it is a very strange person who doesn't mind being a loner.


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Love

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